ii'm screwed.
if u are already in a bad mood.
i guess u better think twice before u read this post.

suddenly i had alot of flash backs of my past.
my first part of the past.
the past as in from june-july/sept past?yah.
that.ii felt stupid.
i felt like i was some kind of toy being thrown around.
people just walked in and walked out of my life.
they leave their nasty words and comments on me.
and happily leave me.
some did stood by me.but that past was so screwed lar.
the other past.the one before june period.
that one was so darn awesome.
everything was in place.it was that close to perfection.
i had more then i needed.
great friends.great environment.great love.
now ii still have them.but..it comes in a different way.
my past used to be so peaceful.
everything just falls into place so nicely.
what happened to me?
my life's all screwed.
ii feel like ii'm against the whole world.
ii'm feeling superly wierd now.
i miss my past alot.