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i can't belive it!!!!!!11
#&$(*#@&$*&#(@%^&*(@)#@&%@)#(@*$^@*!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
i freaking trusted you!again & again you had backstabbed me.but again & again i've choosen to forgive you.WHY!?why the hell did i forgive you?oh yah,i THOUGHT you were worth the forgivness and you were a good friend.or i thought so.i cannot belive i was so so so stupid to belive you again and again!and to think that i poured all majority of my sorrows & secrets to you!now they are no longer secrets,thanks to you!i can't belive you can act so nice in front of me pretending to help me and helping me get what i wanted.instead,you went behind me and starting doing things that you told me you wouldn't do!we quarrelled about it before and i told you i didn't like what you were doing.i TOLD you!i told you i didn't like it & i thought you will take my words into consideration and maybe do some changes.but you did not!you went even further with what you were doing.wtf is wrong with you?!!even other could see that you were doing something that i didn't like and i told you multiple times before.they kindly advised you not to continue with what you were doing & may i know what you reply them?you just fucking said "I DON'T CARE." what's with that?!i seriously seriously trusted you and really really told you everything that was bothering me.what did you do?you did not encourage me at all and instead pour cold water on me every single time i turn to you.yet,i still treated you as a friend and though i'll get mad every single time you did that to me,i forgave you and continue treating you as a friend.i even once said sorry to you.wtf was i doing?!i must be blind at that point of time.i cannot belive how much i trusted you and how much you betrayed my trust!you fucking hell did what i least expected.i thought you would be on my side.nevertheless,everything proved me wrong.from words,to people,to me actually seeing/hearing it with my own eyes.you were the exact opposite of what i thought you were.you are the first person i know who is such a serious two facer!i cannot belive that i couldn't tell what you were doing.it was so damn freaking obvious!i cannot belive you!you act so nice in front of me and my friends,"lending a listening ear" (in this case you are listening to me because you wanted to tell others what you know!).is it so nice to betray my trust again and again?anyway,i doubt you have any friends at all.even all your "closest" friends have spilled some stuff about you to me.you are just treating your friend like ... i don't know.toys?throwing them away when you don't need them and when you need them,they are just a phone call away.i seriously salute those who were by you for a couple of years.i think i was not very close with you until a year back or so and i alr had so much mishaps with you.i wonder how your "friends" pull through?you are such a fucking flirt.bitch.i don't care if you know that i'm talking about you.but from now on,i'm going to keep my distance & be wary of every single word i said to you.i will not trust you ever again.you have just gone over the limit.i'm just going to treat you as a casual schoolmate from now on.fuck you.
p/s if you have done nth wrong to upset me,you have no need to worry that e person i'm talking about is you.
FRIENDS?!R.O.F.L.M.A.O.
what is it anyway?
i wanted to post this a few days back,
but didn't have the time to.
i'm not angry,
i'm dissapointed.
alr so much troubles in my head,
& out comes another one.
great!
dissapointed.
seriously i am.
知人知面不知心!
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moving on,
paper 1 today was so-so.
i didn't really do it whole heartedly.gah.
我被你弄到,我对读书没兴趣了.
went to do art & lunched with teresa later.
went to popular to get some stuff.
i realised i cannot say double sided tape (short tongue,fyi)
and that teresa nubgua keep laughing at me!!!!
and i bought suan mei that isnt suan at all!
con me!!!!!!!1
homed,gotta chiong art later.gah.
imy
我会坚强的保留着脸上的笑容。
i will try to smile.
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