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Hello, name's pauline.11th april is the day, I'm 18 this year. ♥ currents
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September 2006 |
Ask me anything @ Formspring Wednesday, January 07, 2009
I'm sick. Chalet tmr. Let's cry. r/s with parents are very contradicting. We can be nicely talking one second, & the next,I'm living in hell. Why do they not understand I'm not a kid anymore? I know what's right & wrong. I know where to draw the lines. Why must they think that they are always right. I admit they are very nice to me and times, But they can have really drastic changes. Sigh. Feeling rather sad today,I turned on my computer. I browse through my contacts,looking for someone to turn to. And i realised,I don't have any close friends to turn to. People have like a million friends?I don't know.. But when I just only one person to talk to, I couldn't even find one. Maybe I'm the type of friend that gets forgotten? I don't know...But I hope I'm a good friend nevertheless. People move on.Things changes. Nothing stays the same. Move on girl... Suddenly, I can't wait for school to start. No,You don't know what it's like. "Hey dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according to plan? And do you think i'm wasting my time Doing things I wanna do? But it hurts when you disapprove all along And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you Can't pretend that I'm all right and you can't change me 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing last forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and we can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect I try not to think About the pain I feel inside Did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spent with me Now seem so far away And it feels like you don't care anymore And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't stand another fight And nothing's alright Nothing's gonna change the things that you said Nothing's gonna make this right again Please don't turn your back I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you But you don't understand" 7:55 PM |